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not okay {ziam}

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Reads 17,596
Votes 869
Parts 28
Time 6h 44m

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boyxboy bully creepy death gay gayhorror highschool horror intimidation liampayne love mature mentalhealth murder mystery obsession promiscuity romance stalker thriller zaynmalik ziam

everything i've learned and the things i've seen, it shatters inside of me. i don't know why it's taken me this long, why i refused to see him for who he really is. why i don't shrink from him, as i declare aloud without any hesitation or ambiguity. it slips from my mouth before i can even stop it, before i can save myself - "i know that you're a sociopath."

                  it hits him, more than what he'd like to admit. yet it doesn't stop him from sizing me up, as if i had fallen for the bait. asking, without a beat, "and what does that make you?"All Rights Reserved

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