Dealing with a Loss.

So here I am, a 21 year old, dealing with a loss that's very personal to me that has completely changed my life. (WARNING, PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK, I DO NOT WISH TO DRIVE ANYONE INTO A DEPRESSION, OR DRIVE THEM TO ANY NEGITIVE THOUGHTS) With that being said, I write this because there's a lot I need to get off my chest.... So here we go...