Never Will I Ever (How to be a Pagara #1 : Book 1)
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Ongoing, First published Mar 25, 2019
[August 1, 2021-]
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Kyleigh Elda felt like the most average Pagara in their family. Average looks, brains, among others. She thought she was a late-bloomer or that she was special, in some way. Turns out... Baka ganoon lang talaga siya. Simple, basic, boring... She didn't like how predictable her life felt.

Growing up, she was always the least naughty and stubborn child out of all her siblings and cousins. She was the standard of a model behavior. Marunong makinig ng mabuti at sumunod sa mga magulang. From her daily activities, her education, friends and social life, she did them according to the advise of her parents.

But, eventually, she was bound to break. Lahat na aspekto na lang ba ng buhay, kailangan makinig sa mga opinyon ng mga magulang  niya? Would she be brave enough to turn her back on everything she thinks is right?

Will she make it out alive? With no regrets?
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