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Last published Fri, Jul 28, 2023
this will be a trigger warning story.
this story is so much about all the drama, all the tea, all the personal trauma, the happy, sad, fucked up, mind blowing things are all about to go down right here in this story.
it is a drama trauma story about my life, my personal experience and other people's experiences that i have heard and seen from my own ears and eyes.
all the stories i tell have come from my point of view and i have changed the names in this for the sake of not being caught and bullied because i FINALLY decided i would no longer stay silent when people have lied about me, ruined me and my life.
SOME of these names in this are NOT REAL and i made them up in my head. some of these name are also nicknames so some won't be a fake name i came up with for them.
this is about to get real. all the 'fuck you' letters i wish i could have given them, all the real life trauma and drama, everything. it's about to get real. mindfucker-y.
i will have some of the people i trust read this when it gets to that time. some will know what i called them, others? not so much.
PLEASE ENJOY MY FIRST WRITING EXPERIENCE
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