its rehab time

for the last year of my life I literally gave more of myself than I had to offer tearing myself apart down to the soul to the point that I think I broke my soul to make sure that I could constantly give and give and give to somebody who didn't give a fuck about me well guess what this is a public journal not of the pain that I went through for the past and what I did to break myself down putting someone before myself always and loving way more than I ever should have this is a story of how I overcame breaking my soul and tearing it out and giving it away to someone who didn't even have enough love or respect to even dump me or say goodbye.
I was literally on the edge of suicide to the point that I had literally been sitting on the edge of a cliff crying and I told myself either I die right now or the power this bitch has over me dies right now those are the only two ways I'm leaving this cliff and I sat there crying for hours trying to decide what to do oh guess what I was never good enough for you or your family you're wrong I've made it through things that your nightmares can't think of and I made it out alive I'll be damned if she's what stops me
anything is possible if you truly try if you believe in yourself but it all starts in you it's rehab time baby