Embroidered in white... [Boy xBoy] indefinite-hiatus

There are 2 types of people in this corrupted world of ours.

There are good people and there are bad people.

Bad people steal, lie, kill and hurt others.
Good people don't.

I'm good, I steal, lie, kill and hurt.

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I'm an A+ student, a goody-two-shoes, The top of my class, The student council president. Popular by the girls and hated by the boys.

But my smile couldn't hide my tru face.
My good deeds couldn't hide my bad ones.
My prayers couldn't hide my sins.
My voice couldn't hide my thoughts.
And I couldn't hide myself from my desires and lusts.

My mother needed a surgery I couldn't afford.
My little brother needed food.
I was almost getting kicked out because I couldn't pay up the rent.

How was I gonna save my self when my past was chasing me? The answer is, not. I couldn't possibly save myself.

I had to fall back into the darkness.

And how much longer could I had kept my secrets hidden?
How much longer could I have kept myself Hidden for "it"?

"There was no need for me to think about al of this for so long. I was living exactaly how i wanted to live. So what that i had to work my ass of? So what that i was pretending to be someone i was not? Why did you have to go and force me back to where i started, just so you could find your answers? Tell me, Alex!"

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Btw it's a Boy x boy story

WARNING:
It contains homosexuality, sexual harassment, violence, a lot of cursing and depression. So don't read if you're easily triggered and can't take it.

( I found the pictures used for the story from internet so they are NOT!!! my own work!!! I found out they are from a story named 'wind breaker'. It's a story you can read on WEBTOON. WEBTOON is a app you can download on your phone.)

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Rankings:

#338 in underworld
#109 in underworld
#365 in club
#89 in poor