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Feelings and Other

BellaMarieSwan1

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BellaMarieSwan1

Book about my feelings. Some other stuff will be in it to, like rants. 

Why this book is made:
I'm one of those types of people who don't like to show emotions. Well, for the most part. It makes me feel better, having people not know what I truly feel, at times. I learn from experience though, that holding in emotions, is bad. It builds up stress. I can hide it as much as I want, and not let it out, but it will still be there and if something happens, all the emotions will come spilling out. 

Think of it this way:
Okay, if you've seen the tv show, The Vampire Diaries, (I've seen almost ALL of it 6 times), then you know vampires have this "Switch" thing for their humanity. When they switch off that switch to their humanity, all their emotions go away. They become sarcastic, show a little happiness, they're carefree. The feeling doesn't last forever, though. Once its back on, all their feelings come rushing in and overwhelms them. That's basically what bottling emotions is like. 

Therefore, I made the book to help me express some of my emotions and thoughts. 

People who can see this:
@TheActiveRPer - My teddy bear, my guardian angel, my supporter, my universe, my world, my everything, my life. hi
@emokid1975 - Momma
@Ddmcd23 - Wise Dad
@Purblecat - Somewhat over-Protective Dad
@MikeyTheUnicornDaddy - Crazy (But in the best way!) Dad
 @ABoyCalled_NoOne - My virtual big brother Dave 
@Juilexmichelle



Possibly others

And whoever I tag in itAll Rights Reserved

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