trust-evelian college au

evelina is a fresh in college. she's very quiet and shut off. she wants to avoid being social as much as she could, due to what happened back at high school...
ian is the opposite. his parents forced him to go to college, which is the last place he wants to go. all he wants to do is write music. to get back at his parents, he's going to be as risky. live on the edge.
they're next door dormates.
are they friends?
ian very quickly falls in love with evelina. evelina, however, is still hurt by her past.
ian thinks that theyre great friends... even more. but evelina just cant get close to him. she cant get close to anyone. its impossible for her to trust.
but what if ian's problems are more similar to hers than she thought?
evelina just cant trust him... she distances herself. she blames herself for everything.
but what if the distance hurts much more?
ian's heart aches. forget getting her to love him... he needs to get her to love herself.
evelina curses at herself everyday for her coldness.
maybe, she thinks, its impossible for her to love again. to love herself again. to love ANYONE again. not after him.
but...
what if you need to believe in the impossible?

TW: self harm, substance abuse, child abuse, depression, suicide attempts.

evelian college au
A/N: the description is much cringier than the story, trust me.