Behind The Shadows

I can't force my tears not to drop. SCREW THIS! This tears that makes me look weak, so down, and easy to bully. This tears that helplessly falling down my face. This tears, tears out of sad, pain, and a refusal to world. A sadness that can't be spoken.

A pure sadness.

Somehow, this tears out of pain makes me stronger, stronger than before. Let this cruel world drown and change for the better. Let the sadness that roam back-and-forth become an experience. An experience that can't be forgotten.

A selfish world for a selfish people. Yeah, right. The word "Revenge" were echoing through my head. Slowly and softly contaminating my
mind, my desire, my goal. Simply affecting my self. My whole body.The whole me. This darkness that surround me are not noticeable than before. Darkness, the only thing and place that I trust.A whole silence of being me, just me. Darkness and silence, the things that I enjoy the most.

A grin is now formed on my lips. Later, a chuckle we're echoing to the walls, bouncing on and off through the walls.
Yes, I love this. An evil laugh were undeniebly heard from my voice.

"You did this. You're ruined. Enjoy the consequence and pray for the odds to be in your favor" I whispered slowly as I walk out of the room.

As bright lights affect my eyes, I walked firmly, head high, chin up.
A plan was already formed inside me, just waiting to be release.
"Good luck, boy"