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40, HIV+, White, Has used Crystal
From the time I was a young boy, religion was a very important part of my life. My father died when I was nine and I had absolutely no doubt that he had gone to heaven and took comfort in the fact that I would see him again. Around this time, I began having feelings for other boys.
I recall our parish priest preach that he could understand aid for homeless people, but aid for people with AIDS was taking things too far. He was basically saying that they were getting what they deserved and no one should try to help them.
When I was 19, I began to drink and drug to bury my feelings and prayed that God would me make straight. I gained a lot of weight and struggled for many years with a food addiction. For years afterwards, I had sex with men but could not stay in a relationship because I did not believe I was worthy of being loved. I had anonymous sex just to feel good, but I was so ashamed of my behavior that I compartmentalized my life. Guilt and sham
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Celsius [Completed]
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David King, at the age of twenty-three, found himself shrouded in melancholy before he discovered the pages of a life-changing book. Even before your paths crossed, he had embraced his true essence, fully aware of his sexual orientation. Daily, he sought solace in heartfelt prayers, engaging in soulful dialogues with God. One fateful day, he caught sight of a strikingly handsome young man who emanated the spirit of Jesus himself, though his name was Taylor. With his chiseled physique and flowing brown locks, Taylor was not just a vision of beauty but a beacon of hope amidst David's struggles. Their connection blossomed swiftly, igniting a profound love that neither had anticipated. In secret, they forged a bond that transcended societal norms, captivated by a passion that felt timeless. This had no connection to the historical Jesus, who, at just twenty-five, held an aura of brilliance in the summer of 2020. This tale, dripping with eroticism, explores the intertwining of faith and love in all its forms, aiming its fervent narrative at an adult audience seeking both sensuality and spirituality. Together, they vowed to build their own kingdom, one imbued with love and devotion, promising never to fall apart. Dive into Alex's treasure, "Jesus, Take the Wheel," available for free on Wattpad. It's a heartfelt testament to the yearning for a partner, as David declares his love for a man named Jesus Dominant, a figure who captivates his very soul. Their kisses are electric, a fervor that leaves no doubt of their shared desire. This remarkable gay erotic novel is a gem on Wattpad, so impossibly enticing that you won't be able to tear your eyes away. In a world intertwined with passion and divine connection, Jesus becomes David's ideal, urging him to let go and surrender to love. In the end, I am simply a Holy Fool, holding onto the sweet memory of love, declaring once more that my heart is still devoted to Jesus.
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