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Keep a secret (Larry)

13pinkyprincess13

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Reads 153,709
Votes 5,138
Parts 51
Time 7h 37m

13pinkyprincess13

Mature

2020 2021 abuse anxietydisorder bottomharry bpd depression harry harrystyles homophobia larrystylinson littlethings louis louistomlinson mature mentalhealth onedirection panicattacks petal romance selfharm toplouis

Harry's problem is to survive.
Louis' problem is Harry.




From chapter 24:

- Harry, please, are you still there?  - Harry hears once he puts his phone against his ear again.
Nick is unsettled and scared now.

- London, yes. - the fresh air helps a little with his confusion and dizziness, making him think clearer. - I am... I am at, fuck... - a sharp pain in his abdomen surprises him when he starts walking faster.

- Harry, please. Tell me about the Station! Come on, love, focus for me, I need the name. 

Harry tries to breathe slowly and to calm down, finding a bench near the exit.
- V-Victoria. - he moans painfully.

- Thank God! I'm on my way. Please, find somewhere to sit, yeah? I'll find you, I promise you. - Nick hangs up, leaving Harry on his own once again.

In his trembling fingers, a piece of paper to which he clings like his life depended on it: Louis' message.





⚠️warning⚠️

This story may contain very delicate themes, some autobiographical contents and smut (later on)

Read at your own risk, and be ready to cry and suffer with me and with them.


⚠️mental health themes 
(check the warnings at the beginning of every chapter)
⚠️abuse
⚠️violence
⚠️mention of rape
⚠️ bulling 
⚠️homophobia


I chose to write this story because maybe I'll be able to sensibilize at least one person about these themes.
I'm not a teacher or a coach life, my one and only message is BE KIND. 
Everyone has a story.

Whoever you are, love you ♥️All Rights Reserved

2020 2021 abuse anxietydisorder bottomharry bpd depression harry harrystyles homophobia larrystylinson littlethings louis louistomlinson mature mentalhealth onedirection panicattacks petal romance selfharm toplouis

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✔️STRONG [L.S] by rikirriki

"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.

The Ghost of You - Larry Stylinson by lousbumtohazsdik

"DON'T!" Harry abruptly stopped at the edge of the 40-story building at the voice heard from behind and slowly turned around. "Please, don't." Louis begged slowly stepping closer to Harry who was so close to flinging himself off the building to the cold hard floor beneath it. "You're not real." Harry whispered, closing his eyes for a second. He stared Louis dead in the eye before screaming, "YOU'RE NOT REAL!" Louis flinched at the sudden outburst, but he composed himself quickly. "I am, Harry. I'm real and I'm here!" He said extending his arm towards Harry silently asking him to feel him. "No, no, no! You have said it before, but you are not!" Harry shook his head. "It's just the ghost of you." *** Or one where Harry has Schizophrenia, and he refuses to believe that Louis is real even when he is real. This book may contain triggering content for some people, so please read at your own risk. I have done my research on Schizophrenia but if I ever got something wrong or offensive please do tell me. The cover is made by me but the photo credit goes to whoever that took the photo. Happy reading beautiful people! (: xxx - Ash © 2021 @lousbumtohazsdik

Birmingham Disciplinary School for Male - L.S. 2 by lovewasaprettylie

Louis takes a deep breath, running his hand through his hair, "Harry, you know that I can't let you do that. Why don't we walk back to our room and you can tell me what happened." He says grabbing Harrys trembling hand, leading him to their room. They walk back in silence, hand in hand the whole time. Once they get back, Louis drops Harry's hand without noticing how red the boys cheeks are from blushing. "Go to my room and kneel." He says not specifying where in the room because his sub should already know. THIS IS THE SEQUAL TO: Birmingham Disciplinary School for Male by _Just_Elli_

When I ruled the world ~ LARRY STYLINSON by louiessblue

"I wish you were a girl." Everyone thought he had everything; he was the king's son at the end of the day. But that was far from it. Louis always had to sit up straight and smile. Never talk unless the king says to. You'll make friends with only the palace guards. When you are grown you will marry a woman, I find suitable for you. Never refer to me as father, only as king. His mother was his rock though. She had a heart of gold and only married the king because parents forced her to. Louis didn't want to turn out like his parents marrying someone he doesn't even love, but who would he marry instead? He can't leave the palace without permission, and when he does it's not for a fun outing to meet people it's for some sort of meeting. That was until a boy came to him. The boy was a peasant sneaking into the palace. He was hoping to find jewelry or something valuable to steal. By his luck the window he snuck through was that of Louis' bedroom. When Louis awoke by a loud crash, he saw the most handsome boy he's ever seen. Somehow Louis' window is now always open and Harry's sneaking through it every night. Him and Harry stay up to the late hours of the night talking about anything and everything. Louis starts feeling feelings for Harry but keeps them to himself. He can't tell anyone. What will the king do if he knew Harry was a peasant? Or let alone that Louis was gay?

Breathe Me by eternalxrry

Omega Louis thinks he's worthless, after being told thousands of times a day, he finally starts to believe the bullies. But no one is there to protect him, until Harry and his pack move to Louis' hometown. Will Harry protect Louis? Or is it all too good to be true. Trigger warning, this fic contains mentions of self harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorders and bullying. Very triggering photo on chapter 3 (the only one). If easily triggered please do not read! I am not by any means promoting or glorifying self harm or suicide, if you have suicidal thoughts then support/help is available through your local helpline. This work is pure fiction. I do not own any of the boys or one direction. All rights reserved. Hateful comments will be deleted.

I'm Fine || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

I wrote this when I was like 15 so it's awful and horribly inaccurate regarding lots of stuff and the characters are really, really annoying. If it didn't have so many reads and votes and that I would delete it. PLEASE, if you want something with better writing and still full of angst, look at my other fics instead (Tempest is my fav) // Harry is upset, he just wants someone to care about him but he keeps pushing everyone away. Despite being packed tightly in a tour bus with the rest of the band, he still manages to avoid them. The boys begin to worry, Louis especially. // PSSST, i think my other stories are better! May 2020-July 2020

Loving You's The Antidote || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

If you're looking for a fic with better writing and less irritating characters PLEASE take a look at my other fics instead (not 'I'm Fine', and preferably not 'To Be So Lonely'). // Harry Styles, a 16 year old boy, attends Holmes Chapel Comprehensive School. Unfortunately for him, his time there isn't exactly smooth sailing. Louis Tomlinson bullies Harry. As do the majority of the school. It's not something Harry deserves, but it's something he is unable to escape. Whether he's at home, or at school, someone is always taunting him. Will Harry ever find a way to stop the pain? Will Louis realise his actions have consequences? // July 2020 - October 2020 twitter & instagram= twinklingpiscess

Careless Whisper by Darling28__

Both fell hard. It's THIS kind of love. The romantic one you just know of books and movies. But here it was in real life. Harry and Louis. Louis and Harry. That was it. On the 28th of September. But what when it all falls apart? When you sit there with the pieces of your broken heart and don't know how you're ever going to mend it? ꨄ We could have been so good together We could have lived this dance forever But now, who's gonna dance with me? Please stay (Careless Whisper - George Michael) ____________________________________ TW: in the later chapters selfharm is described, I've always put a warning at the beginning. Please stay safe. Jay's death is also mentioned. I'm actually not a fan of it myself out of respect that it's bitter reality. But it was important for me to bring this into the story to make it clear how much Louis suffered over the years. But I don't want to reveal too much and wish you a lot of fun on the journey through a few years with our favourite couple. (A big thank you to my wonderful Alisa <3)

Lifeline (A Larry Stylinson Fan-Fiction) by Rebecca1232

Harry and Louis have been best friends since the X-Factor. Ever since One Direction formed and became famous Harry has been struggling to find himself....or the guy he used to be before the fame. He's sick of the hate on twitter. Harry has found a way to relieve his stress and anger...but is it a good way to let it all out? Worst of all he's fallen for his best mate, Louis, but doesn't want to come out as gay. Does Louis feel the same way about Harry? Will Harry be able to keep all of these secrets or will he get caught in a lie? Will he be able to fight the depression? Can Louis fix Harry on his own or will it take all of the boys' help to do so? Update: I originally started writing this book from 2013 to around 2017-ish. I was around 13, so please excuse any errors and such.

To Be So Lonely || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

It's been 5 years since One Direction went on a hiatus. The boys all are successful and happy in their solo careers and have kept in touch. That is, other than Harry. Harry's extremely successful but he's not happy and he's never felt so lonely. The break hit him hardest as he had grown up with the 4 boys as his role models, but once they went on a break, they stopped talking. What will happen when One Direction get back together? // oct 2020-feb 2021 other works: -Glory and Gore -Tempest -Exile -Loving You's The Antidote -I'm Fine twitter= twinklingpisces instagram= twinklingpiscess

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✔️STRONG [L.S]

"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.