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Keep a secret (Larry)

13pinkyprincess13

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Reads 153,382
Votes 5,138
Parts 51
Time 7h 37m

13pinkyprincess13

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2020 2021 abuse anxietydisorder bottomharry bpd depression harry harrystyles homophobia larrystylinson littlethings louis louistomlinson mature mentalhealth onedirection panicattacks petal romance selfharm toplouis

Harry's problem is to survive.
Louis' problem is Harry.




From chapter 24:

- Harry, please, are you still there?  - Harry hears once he puts his phone against his ear again.
Nick is unsettled and scared now.

- London, yes. - the fresh air helps a little with his confusion and dizziness, making him think clearer. - I am... I am at, fuck... - a sharp pain in his abdomen surprises him when he starts walking faster.

- Harry, please. Tell me about the Station! Come on, love, focus for me, I need the name. 

Harry tries to breathe slowly and to calm down, finding a bench near the exit.
- V-Victoria. - he moans painfully.

- Thank God! I'm on my way. Please, find somewhere to sit, yeah? I'll find you, I promise you. - Nick hangs up, leaving Harry on his own once again.

In his trembling fingers, a piece of paper to which he clings like his life depended on it: Louis' message.





⚠️warning⚠️

This story may contain very delicate themes, some autobiographical contents and smut (later on)

Read at your own risk, and be ready to cry and suffer with me and with them.


⚠️mental health themes 
(check the warnings at the beginning of every chapter)
⚠️abuse
⚠️violence
⚠️mention of rape
⚠️ bulling 
⚠️homophobia


I chose to write this story because maybe I'll be able to sensibilize at least one person about these themes.
I'm not a teacher or a coach life, my one and only message is BE KIND. 
Everyone has a story.

Whoever you are, love you ♥️All Rights Reserved

2020 2021 abuse anxietydisorder bottomharry bpd depression harry harrystyles homophobia larrystylinson littlethings louis louistomlinson mature mentalhealth onedirection panicattacks petal romance selfharm toplouis

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safe haven │ larry stylinson by 1DfriendsLM

You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.

To Be So Lonely || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

It's been 5 years since One Direction went on a hiatus. The boys all are successful and happy in their solo careers and have kept in touch. That is, other than Harry. Harry's extremely successful but he's not happy and he's never felt so lonely. The break hit him hardest as he had grown up with the 4 boys as his role models, but once they went on a break, they stopped talking. What will happen when One Direction get back together? // oct 2020-feb 2021 other works: -Glory and Gore -Tempest -Exile -Loving You's The Antidote -I'm Fine twitter= twinklingpisces instagram= twinklingpiscess

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

company by tmahaffey82

Sup gorgeous people of wattpad, just gotta put a lil disclaimer here for the new people reading. This was the first book I ever wrote plus I gave up early on cause I hated the plot, but there will be a few good points. This was also written when I was a little younger ( like 12 ) so that explains why it's kinda bad. On a better note, I'm also in the writing process of another book that isn't Larry/1d related, but I think it's really interesting - still deciding if I want to publish it chapter by chapter or when it's all done but yeah. Have a nice read and drink water, bye loves. note: I came up with this idea in the middle of the night cause I was bored so don't judge. I've been reading styles twins and louis fics so I was inspired. hope this story is somewhat decent. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO PUT SO BARE WITH ME. Louis is 20 year old man who works 2 jobs and lives alone in his apartment. He left his step father and step brother 2 years ago after growing tired of their torment after he came out at gay at 15. After running into someone at his job his life takes an unexpected turn. #2 in edwardstyles - 5/30/21 #79 in louistomlinson - 6/16/21

𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂 | Larry Stylinson by mcapriel

**ON HOLD ⏸** Louis, who is being forced to marry a wealthy man, falls in love with Harry, a talented artist, aboard the unsinkable Titanic. Unfortunately, the ship hits an iceberg, endangering their lives. - "Hello, Harry. I changed my mind. They said you might be up here." Harry smiled an gestured him to be silent, "Give me your hand. Now close your eyes." Louis took a hold of Harry's hand, Harry told him not to peek, and he said "Keep your eyes closed. Don't peek." "I'm not." Louis assured, but I think he did peek. "Good, now, step up onto the rail. Hold on. Hold on. Keep your eyes closed. Do you trust me?" "I trust you." "All right open your eyes." Louis opened his eyes, and when he opened them he saw the sunset, the wind on his hair, he felt Harry's hands roaming through his hands. "I'm flying. Harry." "Come, Josephine, in my flying machine. Going up she goes. Up she goes." Louis only chuckled as Harry was singing. And damn! That boy even had a singing voice? How can things get better? Suddenly Harry put his hands on Louis' waist, Louis then turned his face and looked at Harry. His eyes flickered between Harry's eyes and lips, over and over again. Endlessly. Harry doing the same. They suddenly leaned in, closing the gap between them, letting the outside world around them pass. They kissed softly. Passionately. Then when they pulled away they just smiled at each other. Neither of them knowing that, that would be the last time Titanic ever saw daylight. - this is my second larry book, enjoy!

$From UK to LA {Larry Stylinson book 2} by LouisSavedMe_x$

"Stop crying baby, we'll be alright." Harry presses his lips against his boyfriend's temple, trying to comfort him. "I don't know if I am able to handle this any longer, Harry. Everybody hates me. They do everything to get me away from you. I've always known I'm not good enough." Louis' beautiful blue eyes are filled with tears, pain noticeable in his voice. "Stop talking yourself down, Louis. You are good enough. You are my whole damn world for god's sake. Not everybody hates you." "Your mom does, your friends do,..." "But I don't, Louis. I fucking love you, isn't that enough?" Harry's voice sounds desperate. This isn't their first argument with this subject. He knows Louis has a low self-image, but honestly Harry can't tell him even more times that he loves him. He does it all the time, shows him every day. "I don't know, Hazza. I honestly don't know..." Harry and Louis are a power couple. They had a rocky start, considering how the boys were arguing all the time in the beginning. But since they have started their romantic relationship, they haven't had even one fight. They survived the long-distance, video calling each other every single day, without a single argument. The boys trust each other blindly and love the other with all their heart. But what happens when Louis arrives in LA? People know about the rocky start of the boys and they are not as forgiving as Harry, for sure not Harry's mother. It's easy to be together when you are surrounded by people that support you, but are they able to survive the hate they will get in America? Or will it eventually be all too much and mess up their relationship...

I'm Fine || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

I wrote this when I was like 15 so it's awful and horribly inaccurate regarding lots of stuff and the characters are really, really annoying. If it didn't have so many reads and votes and that I would delete it. PLEASE, if you want something with better writing and still full of angst, look at my other fics instead (Tempest is my fav) // Harry is upset, he just wants someone to care about him but he keeps pushing everyone away. Despite being packed tightly in a tour bus with the rest of the band, he still manages to avoid them. The boys begin to worry, Louis especially. // PSSST, i think my other stories are better! May 2020-July 2020

Loving You's The Antidote || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

If you're looking for a fic with better writing and less irritating characters PLEASE take a look at my other fics instead (not 'I'm Fine', and preferably not 'To Be So Lonely'). // Harry Styles, a 16 year old boy, attends Holmes Chapel Comprehensive School. Unfortunately for him, his time there isn't exactly smooth sailing. Louis Tomlinson bullies Harry. As do the majority of the school. It's not something Harry deserves, but it's something he is unable to escape. Whether he's at home, or at school, someone is always taunting him. Will Harry ever find a way to stop the pain? Will Louis realise his actions have consequences? // July 2020 - October 2020 twitter & instagram= twinklingpiscess

Wish I Was Home by sweetbabylove1991

"I can't keep doing this," he said as he stopped and glanced back at me. "You can't keep running either," I said loudly. That made him turn and face me fully. "Me? I'm the one always running? What about you? You've ran how many times in the past? You've let everyone else control our relationship. Everyone but me!" "You told me to leave you alone," I yelled. "You said you didn't want any of this anymore. You left the fucking country! You went and never even considered what that would do to me!" "I lied too Louis! You hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back!" he yelled. "Maybe a friendship is out of the question. Our relationship is beyond repair. All we do is lie to each other." He turned to walk out again and he opened the door. I rushed to him and reached for his arm. "Harry don't go please." I had never stopped him from leaving before. This time my heart wouldn't let me let him go. "You said you cared and you missed me too." I spoke in a low voice and used his own words against him. A low thing to do but I needed him to understand how much I was hurting. Note: this is a story of pure fiction. If Harry and Louis are not be together in real life then, we as a fandom, have created a beautiful and tragic love story! I hope you enjoy my work. I put my heart in it. If you're not a Larry shipper don't read this. If you are then I hope you enjoy!!!

Breathe Me by eternalxrry

Omega Louis thinks he's worthless, after being told thousands of times a day, he finally starts to believe the bullies. But no one is there to protect him, until Harry and his pack move to Louis' hometown. Will Harry protect Louis? Or is it all too good to be true. Trigger warning, this fic contains mentions of self harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorders and bullying. Very triggering photo on chapter 3 (the only one). If easily triggered please do not read! I am not by any means promoting or glorifying self harm or suicide, if you have suicidal thoughts then support/help is available through your local helpline. This work is pure fiction. I do not own any of the boys or one direction. All rights reserved. Hateful comments will be deleted.

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safe haven │ larry stylinson

You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.