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Keep a secret (Larry)

13pinkyprincess13

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Reads 153,306
Votes 5,138
Parts 51
Time 7h 37m

13pinkyprincess13

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2020 2021 abuse anxietydisorder bottomharry bpd depression harry harrystyles homophobia larrystylinson littlethings louis louistomlinson mature mentalhealth onedirection panicattacks petal romance selfharm toplouis

Harry's problem is to survive.
Louis' problem is Harry.




From chapter 24:

- Harry, please, are you still there?  - Harry hears once he puts his phone against his ear again.
Nick is unsettled and scared now.

- London, yes. - the fresh air helps a little with his confusion and dizziness, making him think clearer. - I am... I am at, fuck... - a sharp pain in his abdomen surprises him when he starts walking faster.

- Harry, please. Tell me about the Station! Come on, love, focus for me, I need the name. 

Harry tries to breathe slowly and to calm down, finding a bench near the exit.
- V-Victoria. - he moans painfully.

- Thank God! I'm on my way. Please, find somewhere to sit, yeah? I'll find you, I promise you. - Nick hangs up, leaving Harry on his own once again.

In his trembling fingers, a piece of paper to which he clings like his life depended on it: Louis' message.





⚠️warning⚠️

This story may contain very delicate themes, some autobiographical contents and smut (later on)

Read at your own risk, and be ready to cry and suffer with me and with them.


⚠️mental health themes 
(check the warnings at the beginning of every chapter)
⚠️abuse
⚠️violence
⚠️mention of rape
⚠️ bulling 
⚠️homophobia


I chose to write this story because maybe I'll be able to sensibilize at least one person about these themes.
I'm not a teacher or a coach life, my one and only message is BE KIND. 
Everyone has a story.

Whoever you are, love you ♥️All Rights Reserved

2020 2021 abuse anxietydisorder bottomharry bpd depression harry harrystyles homophobia larrystylinson littlethings louis louistomlinson mature mentalhealth onedirection panicattacks petal romance selfharm toplouis

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Remind Me To Forget (L.S.) ✔️ by FallingForTheHabit

"Harry, the whole world is in front of you." The younger boy nodded, then let his forehead lean to Louis'. "Yeah, you're right," he whispered. "It is in front of me." ••• Before Harry started university, he created a pretty simple list in his mind: the list of things which could help him survive his first year. Focus on your art studies. Avoid parties. Try to stay out of every drama. At first the plan went quite smooth, but as soon as the first wave of relief sweeped over him, a footballer had to show up and not just cross everything on his list, but also rip it all to shreds and burn up his entire world. Ignoring him wasn't an option; the boy with the cheeky smile looked too familiar to forget. Harry knew one thing for sure: there wasn't a rule he wouldn't break to get the answers for the questions of the past. Even if that meant he had to face with a beautiful mess, called Louis Tomlinson. ••• • completed story • (And the chapters are long af) (It's starting to get quite good from chapter 5, okay) (Please give it a chance lol) (Thank you, love you) WARNING: the story contains swearing, detailed (!!) smut and mentions of homophobia and self-harm, BUT I can reassure you, ((kinda spoiler I guess)) the story will have a happy ending for sure! 2021: #1 toplinson, out of 108 stories #53 larryfluff, out of 718 stories 2022: #1 larrysmut, out of 1,12K stories (crying tf is this achievement, help) #1 toplinson (again, help this is supposed to be a cute story) 2024: #2 louistomlinson, out of 77,9K stories <3333

Birmingham Disciplinary School for Male - L.S. 2 by lovewasaprettylie

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Wish I Was Home by sweetbabylove1991

"I can't keep doing this," he said as he stopped and glanced back at me. "You can't keep running either," I said loudly. That made him turn and face me fully. "Me? I'm the one always running? What about you? You've ran how many times in the past? You've let everyone else control our relationship. Everyone but me!" "You told me to leave you alone," I yelled. "You said you didn't want any of this anymore. You left the fucking country! You went and never even considered what that would do to me!" "I lied too Louis! You hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back!" he yelled. "Maybe a friendship is out of the question. Our relationship is beyond repair. All we do is lie to each other." He turned to walk out again and he opened the door. I rushed to him and reached for his arm. "Harry don't go please." I had never stopped him from leaving before. This time my heart wouldn't let me let him go. "You said you cared and you missed me too." I spoke in a low voice and used his own words against him. A low thing to do but I needed him to understand how much I was hurting. Note: this is a story of pure fiction. If Harry and Louis are not be together in real life then, we as a fandom, have created a beautiful and tragic love story! I hope you enjoy my work. I put my heart in it. If you're not a Larry shipper don't read this. If you are then I hope you enjoy!!!

And You're My Ever After (Larry Stylinson Au) by _SweetDisposition_

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"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

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