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Keep a secret (Larry)

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Reads 153,150
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Parts 51
Time 7h 37m

13pinkyprincess13

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2020 2021 abuse anxietydisorder bottomharry bpd depression harry harrystyles homophobia larrystylinson littlethings louis louistomlinson mature mentalhealth onedirection panicattacks petal romance selfharm toplouis

Harry's problem is to survive.
Louis' problem is Harry.




From chapter 24:

- Harry, please, are you still there?  - Harry hears once he puts his phone against his ear again.
Nick is unsettled and scared now.

- London, yes. - the fresh air helps a little with his confusion and dizziness, making him think clearer. - I am... I am at, fuck... - a sharp pain in his abdomen surprises him when he starts walking faster.

- Harry, please. Tell me about the Station! Come on, love, focus for me, I need the name. 

Harry tries to breathe slowly and to calm down, finding a bench near the exit.
- V-Victoria. - he moans painfully.

- Thank God! I'm on my way. Please, find somewhere to sit, yeah? I'll find you, I promise you. - Nick hangs up, leaving Harry on his own once again.

In his trembling fingers, a piece of paper to which he clings like his life depended on it: Louis' message.





⚠️warning⚠️

This story may contain very delicate themes, some autobiographical contents and smut (later on)

Read at your own risk, and be ready to cry and suffer with me and with them.


⚠️mental health themes 
(check the warnings at the beginning of every chapter)
⚠️abuse
⚠️violence
⚠️mention of rape
⚠️ bulling 
⚠️homophobia


I chose to write this story because maybe I'll be able to sensibilize at least one person about these themes.
I'm not a teacher or a coach life, my one and only message is BE KIND. 
Everyone has a story.

Whoever you are, love you ♥️All Rights Reserved

2020 2021 abuse anxietydisorder bottomharry bpd depression harry harrystyles homophobia larrystylinson littlethings louis louistomlinson mature mentalhealth onedirection panicattacks petal romance selfharm toplouis

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$From UK to LA {Larry Stylinson book 2} by LouisSavedMe_x$

"Stop crying baby, we'll be alright." Harry presses his lips against his boyfriend's temple, trying to comfort him. "I don't know if I am able to handle this any longer, Harry. Everybody hates me. They do everything to get me away from you. I've always known I'm not good enough." Louis' beautiful blue eyes are filled with tears, pain noticeable in his voice. "Stop talking yourself down, Louis. You are good enough. You are my whole damn world for god's sake. Not everybody hates you." "Your mom does, your friends do,..." "But I don't, Louis. I fucking love you, isn't that enough?" Harry's voice sounds desperate. This isn't their first argument with this subject. He knows Louis has a low self-image, but honestly Harry can't tell him even more times that he loves him. He does it all the time, shows him every day. "I don't know, Hazza. I honestly don't know..." Harry and Louis are a power couple. They had a rocky start, considering how the boys were arguing all the time in the beginning. But since they have started their romantic relationship, they haven't had even one fight. They survived the long-distance, video calling each other every single day, without a single argument. The boys trust each other blindly and love the other with all their heart. But what happens when Louis arrives in LA? People know about the rocky start of the boys and they are not as forgiving as Harry, for sure not Harry's mother. It's easy to be together when you are surrounded by people that support you, but are they able to survive the hate they will get in America? Or will it eventually be all too much and mess up their relationship...

To Be So Lonely || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

It's been 5 years since One Direction went on a hiatus. The boys all are successful and happy in their solo careers and have kept in touch. That is, other than Harry. Harry's extremely successful but he's not happy and he's never felt so lonely. The break hit him hardest as he had grown up with the 4 boys as his role models, but once they went on a break, they stopped talking. What will happen when One Direction get back together? // oct 2020-feb 2021 other works: -Glory and Gore -Tempest -Exile -Loving You's The Antidote -I'm Fine twitter= twinklingpisces instagram= twinklingpiscess

I'm not Crazy (Larry) by tattoo_Larry

Louis Tomlinson: 24 been in a mental asylum from when he was 18 when his parents found him on the floor off the bathroom with his wrist slit. His family called him crazy said he only wanted attention. They did not know he had depression from being bullied all the time in high school how they keep at it after,going to his job and telling him he was a ugly fag. he was a loner had no one but his sisters tell they turned there back on him and did not even try to stop his parents from taking him away and putting him and this new hell hole of a place called south alexander hospital for the mentally insane. Harry styles: 20 put into south alexander hospital for killing his mom step dad and sister. saying that he was framed and it was a colored man who tied him up and put him into the basement the judge said he was not right in the head and should get help. he has no one and cant get the image of all the dead bodies out of his brain it keeps replaying. the blood the tears the worst part is how he could only tell one person the story because he had to being selective mute only being only to talk to people he trust. ****** HELLO LARRY!!!!!! ok so this has depression self harm and may trigger some so don't read if it might because I love you and want you all to be happy. if you ever need someone to talk to just message me I might can help. this is boy on boy!!!! // Book 1 (Book under slow editing)

𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂 | Larry Stylinson by mcapriel

**ON HOLD ⏸** Louis, who is being forced to marry a wealthy man, falls in love with Harry, a talented artist, aboard the unsinkable Titanic. Unfortunately, the ship hits an iceberg, endangering their lives. - "Hello, Harry. I changed my mind. They said you might be up here." Harry smiled an gestured him to be silent, "Give me your hand. Now close your eyes." Louis took a hold of Harry's hand, Harry told him not to peek, and he said "Keep your eyes closed. Don't peek." "I'm not." Louis assured, but I think he did peek. "Good, now, step up onto the rail. Hold on. Hold on. Keep your eyes closed. Do you trust me?" "I trust you." "All right open your eyes." Louis opened his eyes, and when he opened them he saw the sunset, the wind on his hair, he felt Harry's hands roaming through his hands. "I'm flying. Harry." "Come, Josephine, in my flying machine. Going up she goes. Up she goes." Louis only chuckled as Harry was singing. And damn! That boy even had a singing voice? How can things get better? Suddenly Harry put his hands on Louis' waist, Louis then turned his face and looked at Harry. His eyes flickered between Harry's eyes and lips, over and over again. Endlessly. Harry doing the same. They suddenly leaned in, closing the gap between them, letting the outside world around them pass. They kissed softly. Passionately. Then when they pulled away they just smiled at each other. Neither of them knowing that, that would be the last time Titanic ever saw daylight. - this is my second larry book, enjoy!

Remind Me To Forget (L.S.) ✔️ by FallingForTheHabit

"Harry, the whole world is in front of you." The younger boy nodded, then let his forehead lean to Louis'. "Yeah, you're right," he whispered. "It is in front of me." ••• Before Harry started university, he created a pretty simple list in his mind: the list of things which could help him survive his first year. Focus on your art studies. Avoid parties. Try to stay out of every drama. At first the plan went quite smooth, but as soon as the first wave of relief sweeped over him, a footballer had to show up and not just cross everything on his list, but also rip it all to shreds and burn up his entire world. Ignoring him wasn't an option; the boy with the cheeky smile looked too familiar to forget. Harry knew one thing for sure: there wasn't a rule he wouldn't break to get the answers for the questions of the past. Even if that meant he had to face with a beautiful mess, called Louis Tomlinson. ••• • completed story • (And the chapters are long af) (It's starting to get quite good from chapter 5, okay) (Please give it a chance lol) (Thank you, love you) WARNING: the story contains swearing, detailed (!!) smut and mentions of homophobia and self-harm, BUT I can reassure you, ((kinda spoiler I guess)) the story will have a happy ending for sure! 2021: #1 toplinson, out of 108 stories #53 larryfluff, out of 718 stories 2022: #1 larrysmut, out of 1,12K stories (crying tf is this achievement, help) #1 toplinson (again, help this is supposed to be a cute story) 2024: #2 louistomlinson, out of 77,9K stories <3333

When I ruled the world ~ LARRY STYLINSON by louiessblue

"I wish you were a girl." Everyone thought he had everything; he was the king's son at the end of the day. But that was far from it. Louis always had to sit up straight and smile. Never talk unless the king says to. You'll make friends with only the palace guards. When you are grown you will marry a woman, I find suitable for you. Never refer to me as father, only as king. His mother was his rock though. She had a heart of gold and only married the king because parents forced her to. Louis didn't want to turn out like his parents marrying someone he doesn't even love, but who would he marry instead? He can't leave the palace without permission, and when he does it's not for a fun outing to meet people it's for some sort of meeting. That was until a boy came to him. The boy was a peasant sneaking into the palace. He was hoping to find jewelry or something valuable to steal. By his luck the window he snuck through was that of Louis' bedroom. When Louis awoke by a loud crash, he saw the most handsome boy he's ever seen. Somehow Louis' window is now always open and Harry's sneaking through it every night. Him and Harry stay up to the late hours of the night talking about anything and everything. Louis starts feeling feelings for Harry but keeps them to himself. He can't tell anyone. What will the king do if he knew Harry was a peasant? Or let alone that Louis was gay?

Careless Whisper by Darling28__

Both fell hard. It's THIS kind of love. The romantic one you just know of books and movies. But here it was in real life. Harry and Louis. Louis and Harry. That was it. On the 28th of September. But what when it all falls apart? When you sit there with the pieces of your broken heart and don't know how you're ever going to mend it? ꨄ We could have been so good together We could have lived this dance forever But now, who's gonna dance with me? Please stay (Careless Whisper - George Michael) ____________________________________ TW: in the later chapters selfharm is described, I've always put a warning at the beginning. Please stay safe. Jay's death is also mentioned. I'm actually not a fan of it myself out of respect that it's bitter reality. But it was important for me to bring this into the story to make it clear how much Louis suffered over the years. But I don't want to reveal too much and wish you a lot of fun on the journey through a few years with our favourite couple. (A big thank you to my wonderful Alisa <3)

Breathe Me by eternalxrry

Omega Louis thinks he's worthless, after being told thousands of times a day, he finally starts to believe the bullies. But no one is there to protect him, until Harry and his pack move to Louis' hometown. Will Harry protect Louis? Or is it all too good to be true. Trigger warning, this fic contains mentions of self harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorders and bullying. Very triggering photo on chapter 3 (the only one). If easily triggered please do not read! I am not by any means promoting or glorifying self harm or suicide, if you have suicidal thoughts then support/help is available through your local helpline. This work is pure fiction. I do not own any of the boys or one direction. All rights reserved. Hateful comments will be deleted.

And You're My Ever After (Larry Stylinson Au) by _SweetDisposition_

READ! Because some of you still don't get this book contains male pregnancy. BEFORE YOU START READING. THIS IS MPREG! THAT IS YOUR WARNING SO YOU ARE NOT COMMENTING ABOUT IT LATER OR TELLING ME THINGS DON'T WORK LIKE THAT. I KNOW, BUT IT'S FICTION. "You're so cute when you laugh!" Louis threw his hands up into the air then continued laughing feeling Harry's shaky head on his shoulder. "And you're cute too...if I could and if I wanted to I would marry you." Harry looked up giving him a lazy smile. "You're not husband material." Louis hiccuped then laughed when Harry pouted. "And I'm proud of it." Was all Harry said before drinking his tequila shot. "You're the kind of person I'll never have sex with." Louis stated looking back at Harry who had a horrified expression on his face. "I wouldn't sleep with you either." He said then burst out laughing. [Harry and Louis are two strangers visiting Vegas. Harry just wants to have fun and Louis just wants to get over the cheating bastard of his ex fiance. They accidentally get married.] ~*~*~*~ This is my new chaptered fic loosely based on the Ashton Kutcher movie What Happens In Vegas, I added my own twists and the plot is different than the movie. I'll update every week depending if I finish the chapter. :) WARNINGS: drunk marriage, Drunk Sex, Drunk Louis, Drunk Harry, Smut, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Cheating, Fake Marriage, Mpreg, Mpreg Louis, Bottom Louis, Top Harry, bottom!Louis, top!Harry, Strangers to Friends, Friends to Lovers, Little bit of angst, Fluff

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• completed at 23k • where louis is a senior in high school struggling to keep himself together and his creative writing teacher manages to find a way to break down every wall through swapping books, heart to heart discussions and a little bit of illegal shit. //lowercase intended, teacherxstudent// BEFORE YOU READ: this fic includes major plotline around mental illness, abuse, sexual assault & self harm/suicide. read at your own risk. i love you & we will get through this together ❤️ cover made by @/Larry_smilinson copyright © all rights reserved 2018 @playboymembersonly

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From UK to LA {Larry Stylinson book 2}

"Stop crying baby, we'll be alright." Harry presses his lips against his boyfriend's temple, trying to comfort him. "I don't know if I am able to handle this any longer, Harry. Everybody hates me. They do everything to get me away from you. I've always known I'm not good enough." Louis' beautiful blue eyes are filled with tears, pain noticeable in his voice. "Stop talking yourself down, Louis. You are good enough. You are my whole damn world for god's sake. Not everybody hates you." "Your mom does, your friends do,..." "But I don't, Louis. I fucking love you, isn't that enough?" Harry's voice sounds desperate. This isn't their first argument with this subject. He knows Louis has a low self-image, but honestly Harry can't tell him even more times that he loves him. He does it all the time, shows him every day. "I don't know, Hazza. I honestly don't know..." Harry and Louis are a power couple. They had a rocky start, considering how the boys were arguing all the time in the beginning. But since they have started their romantic relationship, they haven't had even one fight. They survived the long-distance, video calling each other every single day, without a single argument. The boys trust each other blindly and love the other with all their heart. But what happens when Louis arrives in LA? People know about the rocky start of the boys and they are not as forgiving as Harry, for sure not Harry's mother. It's easy to be together when you are surrounded by people that support you, but are they able to survive the hate they will get in America? Or will it eventually be all too much and mess up their relationship...