the act of living

if you act happy you become happy, that's what i'd learnt, and for a period it had worked, until I remembered your soft skin and eyes that engulfed me and never let me go.

2016:
Hayley is crippled with ocd and anxiety, all she can do is lay motionless in her bed, thinking a hole in the earth.

2019:
Hayley is moving on with her life but when her friends start kissing boys and skipping food; she doesn't.

a book about a life trapped in the past, haunted by unrequited love and regrets. ultimately an observation on the futility of existence if it is not for love.

'What if meeting your soulmate didn't make sparks fly. What if It burned everything.'