The Aftermath (One Shot Story)

Naranasan mo na ba yung feeling na your hoping for something to happen,
eventhough you know in reality, its impossible to happen?!
Ang saklap di ba?!
Paano ba magandang gawin para mawala yun?!
Ako?
Oo,
yun yung bagay na kahit anong pilit kong kalimutan or balewalain ay di ko magawa-gawa..
Its like a pirated cd that kept on playing again again in my mind...
Mixed emotion...
Feeling of being hopeful and at the same time,
feeling of having regrets?!
Regrets nga ba ang tamang word to described wat am I feeling right now?!
Or acceptance would be the term for that
'Coz not everything we want would be given to us!
So, we need to accept that things are may not be given to us for it has a purpose/reasons.