passionately broken
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I do not believe, and never have believed in love at first sight. Nor do I believe in true love, and certainly not a perfect love. I believe that every emotion is to be felt passionately and taken seriously. Love does not always stay. Love sometimes cannot. Love sometimes should not. Sometimes, love will not. I loved you passionately. Since then, I have hated you passionately. Screamed passionately. Cried passionately. Punched walls, pillows, anything in sight passionately. I miss you, passionately. When I say that we cannot always feel love that does not mean it goes away. I have held onto this love. It is on a leash and it is so long that love has climbed a mountain, leaving me on the bottom, but guess what? I never let go. You are on the other side of Mount Everest yet I still cling tightly to this rope. A part of me died on August 31, 2018. I lost you slowly, like baby teeth. Losing things that I believed I needed. Trust, patience, kindness vanished. I didn't notice until all the teeth were gone. I was okay though. New teeth started to grow. Stronger ones. They were so new to me. Writing, hiking, actually reading something for once. It was all so fresh. Did I mention how much I hate change? You were a rose among the thorns. I was a thorn in a pile of petals. I never appreciated what I had. love is not perfect. "love does not envy" yes it does! "love does not boast" of course it does! "love is selfless" no, it is not. "true love last forever" not always. Love is mean, nasty and full of hate. Love is an adventure. August 31 ripped out my heart. I am no hypocrite, I say to live passionately, and I do. I am passionately broken.
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