Loving Faith

One Direction is over, they split up, went there separate ways all because of one gun aimed and fired at Zayn. August 1st, 2016. My name is Zayn Malik, former One Direction band member, but now just "the guy that got called a terrorist and shot on stage." My whole life was turned around five months ago, if that shot wasn't fired, I would still be doing what I love with my four best lads. But I guess everything happens for a reason, I just need to find out mine. I take a walk one afternoon, and take the usual rout, down the east alleyway and up south street, but this time something caught my eye, a billboard full of fliers. And one flier in particular got my attention, "Lee's group for troubled teens and young adults," so I went. And in that moment I found my reason, the reason all these bad things happened to me, Faith. A blonde, quiet, shy, troubled girl, named Faith, that I fell so hard for. I swore to her that I would protect her, and keep her save, and I did, but how do you fight the demons you can't see? the ones in our heads. Faith changed me, she made me want to get better, but how do I return the favor if she always wants to leave to home above? I know it's a better place up there, but I can't let her go, she is my everything. But I guess everything happens for a reason, I know that.

"You've got your demon, and baby they all look like me." -Zayn.

"Monsters can be little specks of insanity in our brains, we are all monsters darling, and we are all insane." -Zayn.

People would always ask me, "How can you be loving a crazy woman?" And every time my answer was, "I'm not. I'm just Loving Faith."