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Time 2h 9m

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She's slowly drowning in her heavy burdens, her past, her fears. She doesn't know how much longer she can hold on, her every breath becoming harder to take as she struggles to survive. Her past haunts her, her now unstable, and her future unknown. 

But then she meets him. And he makes her wonder if maybe, for a second even, she could have happiness.  But everything takes a twist when someone unexpected comes back into her life.

A year of pain and torture. A few days of happiness and love. Can she keep it this time? Can she save herself? Or will she simply drown? 

(Wonderful cover made by the wonderful @dysanic !)
(Beautiful banners made by the talented @wishuponajinni ! )All Rights Reserved

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Shattered Dreams - An Ikuya Sick-Fic by ImmediatelyWriting

"It happened again. He nearly drowned again, but this time it seems worse than normally. Sorry, Natsuya, for letting this happen again. This is all my fault, I wasn't there in time." After another reckless swimtraining Ikuya ends up in the hospital. While he has to fight hard to stay alive, Hiyori beats himself up for not being able to safe Ikuya this time and Natsuya deals with the grief of seeing his younger brother in such a weak state - not even knowing if he'll even survive. Good to know: Pretty angsty, Fanfiction from Free! Dive to The Future, Eventual happy ending, Hospital AU

lost souls: rain, stars, and iced coffee by anotherneurotic

Does anyone remember how anything begins? Or how anything ends? For every story, every song, every movie has a beginning to an end and an end to a beginning, but what about the rest? What about prior to the beginning or after the end, and everything in between? No one cares about that, I guess. Everyone just wants to know how what begins and how what ends; the rest is history. The rest is nothing and everything at the same time, because those who want to see, want to feel, breathe in it all--they are the lost souls in the world. They are lost, searching, needing, and craving souls. They are you and they are me. Lost in this world of collateral damage, hoping to be rescued. Searching for what can rescue them, whether that be a person or a drug or a hobby. Needing whatever it is soon because they have drowned and they are six feet under, floating in alcohol and seizing due to heroin and crying because of a him or a her. And craving--craving to die and to live all at once, for they know life is a beautiful disaster and they know about the good and the evil in this world; it has hurt them, numbed them, and misplaced them. But maybe, all they need to do--what every one of us needs to do--is stop whatever it is we're doing. Stop searching. Stop needing. Stop craving. And be. Just be. warning: a majority of this work will be in lower case on purpose

asphyxiate by EscapeYourMisery

"Drowning is not the worst part. Lacking the courage to breathe is." No one saw her struggle. No one saw her scars. No one saw her bleeding. No one saw her tears. No one saw her depression. They never realized the deep waters she swam. If only someone would. What if someone did? Completed 11/07-17 ©EscapeYourMisery

The Mistake That Broke Me by Author_Imminence

~One mistake brought her to her knees. One decision will bring him to the brink of redemption.~ Addison never thought she'd find herself trapped in human trafficking. But then again, nobody does, right? Especially not someone as rich and perfect like Addison Coleman. Addison has everything. Money, friends, family, a boyfriend, and a bright future ahead of her as a singer to complete her perfect life. But when her twenty-first birthday rolls around, she finds herself gathering with her friends and celebrating it with alcohol. But alcohol itself isn't the problem, it's what she does next that is. She drives drunk. And all too soon, her perfect life changes. She finds herself being convicted of manslaughter and is thrown behind bars with her guilt eating her alive. This is the mistake that broke her, and now she's damned to suffer through life alone.....or is she? * * * "I'M FUCKING DIRTY! How can you even stand me, how can you even bear to look at me?" He questions emotionally, becoming a mix of angry and sorrowful. " I was a victim of human trafficking, too. I'm just like you in that aspect, just like you." I say, grabbing his hand tightly and pulling him closer and looking him in the emotionally driven eyes. "Don't keep pulling yourself down, don't you see that you are drowning yourself?" I ask, my voice breaking. "Just let me drown." He whispers. "Never." *Beautiful cover by tittylord

Hope and Hardships by somebody1994

Daniel Johnson used to have a pretty good life for a sixteen year old. He had plenty of friends at school, he got semi good grades in his classes, he played sports, his parents were proud of him, he always got everything he ever needed or wanted without having to work for it. People envied him for how easy his life was and he had a number of girls crushing on him even claiming they slept with him. It seemed like nothing could go wrong for him or so he thought. All it took was one horrible event to take place at a party to change his whole life forever. Everyone he once called friends turned their backs on him as soon as they heard the news. None of them believing a single word that came out of his mouth including his own parents. So with no one on his side, a reminder of the event growing in his womb and his parents telling him they don't want him Daniel is placed in a foster home hours away in another town. A foster home with a family willing to take him in. And as the weeks go by with the help of his counselor and a new friend, Daniel is starting to heal and even fall in love. But will he be able to have a happy ending? Or will tragedy strike again and push Daniel to the edge? [Contains male pregnancy]

One Night Isn't Enough(✔ Completed)(Unedited) by ItsMGsShine

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A Taste Of Life by _sincerelysammie

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Ho Sake Toh Rehna Tum Saath Mere... by ghostof_kia_

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Wasted Love by Nim777

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