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My name is Alexandria Marie Moore, or was. I was just a normal girl, living my life like any other teenage girl would. I've fallen in love at a young age. But the only thing holding me back was, my insincerity and hatred of my self. Then of course my death. My eternal pain was not hell or even heaven... But watching at afar, all the people that loved me slowly fading away after my suicide... I could feel their pain their thoughts. Could I escape this reality? Or is just all just a twisted game.
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