Schizophrenia
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What would it be like if you were fighting a losing battle against yourself?
Ok so I wrote this in school on a piece of notebook paper and it's a little graphic but I kinda like it.(TW SELF HARM) (also if you know me Irl walk up and say "limbo" and walk away)
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