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Closer to the End.
"This is it... its really the fucking end."

Lola is a 16 year old girl, who suffers from a draining mental illness that broke up her family. She's been trying to cover up her sadness while living with her aunt, since she never wanted to be a burden. Driving back from a place that is blurred in her mind, she is told that she went to a store and bought a notebook, when she sometimes feels like... it didn't happen.
She ignores it and writes in the notebook, and suddenly... she walks up at her school... but its different.

Lola is surrounded by people who also suffer like she does. They all have their own notebooks and stories to share, but according to everyone, Lola's been here before. But she doesn't remember a thing.
A girl named Mara is guiding her through hell, or maybe dragging her further down. She's stuck here, and she wants out. But when she finally snaps out of this terrible experience, she realizes she'll never be the same.
||Warnings! Death, Sensitive topics, Fighting, Gore, Foul Language||All Rights Reserved

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