To the boy I let go.

Have you ever been in love with someone that you just can't seem to let go?? Normally people will say that's toxic but not in this case . I'm honestly blessed to have met him, he was the only one holding me down through everything. I believe he is angel that God put in my path to guide me , even though he wasn't meant to stay or maybe I messed it up .
I'm using this to help me find some type of closure. To write my feelings out .