it's like i'm trapped in spaceland and i'm not coming back

TW: mentions of self harm, depression, internalized homophobia. If these are triggering in any way, please don't read. I'd much rather have you emotionally and physically safe than have more reads.

Matteo Florenzi is my favorite character in any form of media ever. I can relate to him so much and I feel like he's so real. This is me putting some of my thoughts and his actions together to create an accidentally pretentious take on dissociation, depersonalization, and depression combined. I swear I don't mean to sound like I'm a great writer, believe me I know I have much to improve on.