nightmares and daydreams
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Last published Sun, Aug 18, 2019
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i always believed that my world was crashing and burning down, and i kept on staring until everything shattered to the ground. i always believed that i couldn't talk to anyone about what was going on my head.
but, i am here now. this is what i feel; these are my emotions - open for the world to see.
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