-All my life, I had been searching for answers to inexplicable questions that had been lingering into the back of my mind for years, on end. I would not want to get metaphysical, because that's not the point. Truthfully, a simple lifetime goes way beyond the keenest pleasures of the living. Mainly, because life is but a dream for the dead. I would like to return to my past self. Who I was before everything seemed to spiral out of control. Although my desires are quite logical and valid in nature, I cannot say that I fully enjoy my new life. If you are interested, or you have at least invested a great portion of your precious time, reading this firsthand account, I must say that my heart feels nothing but gratitude. My name is Drew Clairmonte, and this is my story.