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Last published Mon, Apr 8, 2019
Krzyki, kłótnie, przemoc.
Imprezy, używki, depresja, próby samobójcze, okalecznie. Własnie to stało się moją rzeczywistością. Moją codziennością.
Jestem Miles. Mam 17 lat i od 2 borykam się z depresją. Od kiedy pamiętam w domu były krzyki i przemoc. Problemy ze wszystkim. Brak wsparcia. Brak miłości. Brak życia.
*w tej książce mogą znaleźć się tematy takie jak samokaleczanie, depresja, używki, dosadny język, czy seks. *
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