Warning: Losing Myself
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Ongoing, First published Apr 06, 2019
There are times in our lives that we can't seem to understand what is happening in ourselves. We don't know what we want to do. We make decisions that leads us to nowhere until we found ourselves lost in the middle of nothingness in our lives.

That's what happening to me right now. I am lost and nowhere to be found. No solution and no answer. Until I found someone, who cares enough to understand and patiently directing me to the discovery of who I am.

This is my story. I, Abrielle Zarhea Sia lose myself to none other than Zacchary Adam Rafael, the one who enlightens my whole being.
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