The World, as I see

It was a long time ago, when I was writing here, and I kind of miss it, so I start this...not story, I wouldn't say it, but something like that. It is just about my feelings, and the things that I see and experience, as my life is going on a quite dark way. I try to express how I see the world with my sick brain, and how this picture changes from one moment to the other.