I've never felt so alone .

This is a story about a girl who is 11.
She faces a lot as her body changed after Elementary School. Her so called cousin and friend does something she'll never forget &&^ She finds someone who she thought was the one but things changed. She figures out who her real love is before 7th grade. She gets bullied beat and mentally ill. So she leads to cutting, suicide attemps, pills , &&^ fasting.
This is based on a true story.