When can I be happy again?

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Nikki King, a 16 year old girl, has a dark past that no one really knows about. She's been through hell and back. She goes to school and she hides her emotions.

No one sees her scars. They only see her fake smile.

She cuts herself praying to die already. She holds a gun to her head but something is stopping her from ending it all. She can't do it, somethings holding her back and preventing her from doing it, but what? and why?

She's lost everything. Her real parents died, her twin sister died, and her oldest brother ran away when she was only 9 without saying a single goodbye. She meets this guy names Zack, can he be what she's been waiting for? Her savior? will she ever get better? Zack has a past too, can she help him? Will she fall for her new best friend?... Or will her past become her present. 
There's one really important question though... will she be able to survive?All Rights Reserved

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