All of My Trust, all of My Self [My abuse story]

[Cover art is temporary but drawn by me]
This book is going to be hard-hitting and it will contain a lot of triggering content. It's going to be hard to read and even harder for me to write but nobody ever knows when they're going to die; I could die tomorrow for all I know. Because of this I feel (as someone who's life has been ruined by sexual abuse): a strong sense of duty to get my story out there somewhere in hopes it will help people who have already experienced this type of abuse. To teach people to stay away from the self destructive choices I made, and hopefully shed some light on how you can help trauma victims and identify the signs that someone you know may be suffering.
Trigger warnings for: Many types of abuse (mostly sexual), alcohol and drug abuse, self harm and suicide.
PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE TRIGGER WARNINGS IF THIS TYPE OF CONTENT UPSETS YOU GREATLY! Keep yourself safe!