Broken Isn't Shattered
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Última publicación jue, jul 18, 2019
I've broken far too many times to count,
But at least I've never shattered.
I'm not the only one.
Let me try to remind you,
If you've felt like this
If you've been broken
If you've cried one too many times
You're not alone
I've never felt like I've ever had a voice.
This is my voice.
Let me try,
I want to help you.
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