Rants

I'm going to use this kind of like a diary entry sort of thing. mainly so I can get things out of my head. all names will be changed so as the not out anybody if I happen to mention you. I apologize ahead of time if I offend any of my friends who happen to read these. I mean no harm and please let me know if you are upset in person or on here. it's hard not being able to tell people things sometimes so putting it into text might help sometimes. I'm not looking for any sympathy or judgement but simply a safe place to rant with out it spreading too far. thank you.