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Behind This Mask (Vanoss Fanfic)

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Parts 20
Time 3h 50m

Reads 5,041
Votes 178
Parts 20
Time 3h 50m

Mature

Not my art (my original cover got deleted and I'm trying to bring it back. Sorry!)

This YouTube channel, Vanoss..what does it mean to others? Fun and Games? Maybe a desperate cry for help, that no one will ever hear. I am screaming, and the ones on the microphone can't hear me. I have this habit after every recording session and it gets worse within every joke and fake smile I make. 
Fake it till you make it..right?

-WARNING. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE TOPICS OF SUICIDE AND SELF HARM, AND HAVE DEPRESSION, PLEASE DO NOT READ!-All Rights Reserved

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In Love With Blindfolds On

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