Forget Me - Falling from your Twilight

I look back and replay everything in my head. I try to understand how loving someone could lead to all this.
Why did she ever think I was strong, even for a minute?
I spend so much of my time just trying to figure that out. It was almost as if my weaknesses were invisible to her. She loved me to much you see. She couldn't accept that I was the villain, that I would ruin everything. Worst of all, she couldn't see that I didn't have the strength to save us, no matter how much I wanted to.

All-Human Twilight Fanfiction.

AN: I wrote this story in 2012 on my phone and decided recently to check it out again. Once I finished, I decided that I wanted to not only edit it, but fix issues I had with the story line (and also finally finish the story). It is a long Fic, the chapters range from 5k words to 15k+, I do this because I don't want to have a 100+ chapters.
(Trigger Warning: This story deals with abuse , mental health, drug use, self harm & suicide.)
This story also contains violence and adult language, please be prepared for this.