4 years, 9 months and 11 days. It has been 4 years, 9 months and 11 days since I last saw him. Effy has never been normal. Ever since she could remember she had had something holding her back. Something that made her dead inside but also alive. Niall Horan. 4 years later, Effy may have her wish come true. The person she needs most in her life is back. After the collapse of One Direction, Niall is forced to return home. Back home to Effy. Bringing home all of his problems and being greeted by new ones. Can these two people finally figure out that they need each-other to survive, or will they slip and let their problems end it all?