Staring At The Clouds
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Complete, First published Apr 11, 2019
Mature
**MATURE** ⚠️🔞

"Fuck me" I told him bluntly, his hands falling on my arms only to tightened.

"What?" He asked and I leaned against the island.

"You heard me" I told him.

"I..."

"Its what I want" I told him truthfully and in the darkness I could hear him suck his teeth. 

"I can't just fuck you without a reason behind..." But before he could finish I smacked him hard.


*****

My life screamed bad luck in all aspects.

Thought black cats carried a curse? 

Do try me. 

Broke a glass and thought you're now cursed?

 Apparently you have not Heard my story?

Ever walked under a ladder by accident and your luck went from good to bad?

 Sorry to dissapoint my dear but I've been walking under ladders for years.

Everyday was my friday the thirteenth every since dad left our life when I was only fourteen. Being abandoned by my own mother was nothing a fourteen year old ask for yet it was given to her.

Rose bush have thorns they say but my life has been a constant battle every since. 


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He leaned down very slowly and my eyes fell to his lips before snapping back up. He gently pressed his lips against mine, moving slowly at first before he began to deepen the kiss between us. You have no earthly idea how long I have wanted to kiss you." He whispered. "In this room, I'm your dominant and you will do as I say when I say without hesitation. I want you to only call me Master or Sir starting now. Do you understand?" His voice was rough as he spoke and the deepness of his voice combined with the command pulled at my willingness to obey him. I nodded my understanding without speaking. I felt a sharp slap come down on my ass. It didn't hurt but it shocked me. "When I ask you a question, I want an answer. Do you understand?" "Yes, Sir, I understand." Aaron James had trained and worked to become a head dominant as his father had and would soon have to take over the family business as well of running the finances for most of the town. McKenzi needed to help her family because money wasn't coming in the way they needed. Years after Aaron started training they finally meet again and this time he has the power to actually do something about it. She is everything he has been craving and seeing her standing in front of him is all he needs to remember what he wants to do with her. She's never been intimate with anyone and his world is one she didn't find herself comfortable even thinking about, but it's him, and her family needs help.