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I Hold The 12 Flowers Tightly In My Hands (Seventeen Seungkwan fic)

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Parts 17
Time 1h 47m

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'That night, for the 4,000th time in his life, Seungkwan cried himself to sleep,

And nobody ever knew.'

TRIGGER WARNING: I cannot stress this enough GRAPHIC depictions of mental illness, self-harm, self hate, and suicidal thoughts.All Rights Reserved

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[18+] ADULT'S PLAY | ʜɪᴘ ʜᴏᴘ ᴜɴɪᴛ by directorww

⚠️ IF YOU'RE A MINOR, DO NOT READ ⚠️ Inspired by the manhwa "An Innocent Sin" "Let's play for real this time," Wonwoo whispers, and I blink, feeling a sudden drop within me. It's as if reality had slapped me, jolting me from my daydream. A punch to the stomach, urging me to purge. He's toying with me, isn't he? No, not playing-testing. He's never done testing me. A vivid memory slams into me at that moment. On that night, stepping out of Seungcheol's car, his voice called out just as I was about to close the door. Turning back, I met his gaze, filled with a concern that went deeper than words. "Don't fall in love with Wonwoo," he's said, his voice firm, a warning. "You can sleep with him, do whatever with him, but don't fall for him." © 2018 𝐀𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐓'𝐒 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 | ʜɪᴘ ʜᴏᴘ ᴜɴɪᴛ @directorww

social | meanie by gyusuke

Jeon Wonwoo suffered from social anxiety. ©gyusuke 2019 | completed

dreams come true | park sunghoon by carenginevroomvroom

"it only has a meaning." what does it mean? he asked himself. he wanted to know why are these things suddenly appearing. trigger warnings to look out for : detailed description of blood & injuries, suicide 05.02.2024 - started 17.02.2024 - completed

Steel Heart || Jeongcheol by drunkardcho

Repress. Don't feel. Be perfect. Prove Them Wrong. Jeonghan just wants to be an idol. He'll do whatever it takes. ⚠️TW: semi-graphic depictions of self-harm, violence, offensive slurs, sexual assault, and other dark themes.

broken-hearted; jeongcheol by rvnjunies

jeonghan is broken-hearted and seungcheol tears his heart up for him. ©-darkseouls 2017 (im currently editing this, because I have reread it and yikes)

A Night To Forget (Jackson Wang FF) by _defwang

It only takes one night to change your life. WARNING: if you are triggered by suicidal thoughts and that kind of stuff, I don't recommend this fanfic.

𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐝. | 𝘫.𝘫𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘰𝘰𝘬 by gaonverse

"𝐈 𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐈'𝐕𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐌𝐘 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓." a jeon jungkook story. © gaonverse 2018 [completed : Dec 2018] extra note: 𝐈 𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐒 13 𝐒𝐎 𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐘

Bite || VerKwan by Kwanboossss

In which both boys find themselves dreaming about the other almost every night even though they have never actually met before. 《now playing: Troye Sivan - Bite》 "I can be the subject of your dreams, your sickening desire..."

Our Story by Junssweetpotato9797

'I don't read my books backwards' that was Wonwoo's only rule he would never go back no matter how much his past tortured him, he wouldn't dare to go back.

the bridge - changki by chaoskkyun

finding love at an unexpected time. TW suicidal behavior, talk about suicide self-harm

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[18+] ADULT'S PLAY | ʜɪᴘ ʜᴏᴘ ᴜɴɪᴛ cover

social | meanie cover

dreams come true | park sunghoon cover

Steel Heart || Jeongcheol cover

broken-hearted; jeongcheol cover

A Night To Forget (Jackson Wang FF) cover

𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐝. | 𝘫.𝘫𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘰𝘰𝘬 cover

Bite || VerKwan cover

Our Story cover

the bridge - changki cover

[18+] ADULT'S PLAY | ʜɪᴘ ʜᴏᴘ ᴜɴɪᴛ

⚠️ IF YOU'RE A MINOR, DO NOT READ ⚠️ Inspired by the manhwa "An Innocent Sin" "Let's play for real this time," Wonwoo whispers, and I blink, feeling a sudden drop within me. It's as if reality had slapped me, jolting me from my daydream. A punch to the stomach, urging me to purge. He's toying with me, isn't he? No, not playing-testing. He's never done testing me. A vivid memory slams into me at that moment. On that night, stepping out of Seungcheol's car, his voice called out just as I was about to close the door. Turning back, I met his gaze, filled with a concern that went deeper than words. "Don't fall in love with Wonwoo," he's said, his voice firm, a warning. "You can sleep with him, do whatever with him, but don't fall for him." © 2018 𝐀𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐓'𝐒 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 | ʜɪᴘ ʜᴏᴘ ᴜɴɪᴛ @directorww