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The Drowning Lies Of A Bulimic

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Reads 185
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Parts 6
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justinbieber09876

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I don't remember when it started exactly. 

But I remember each lie, each breakdown, and each wasteful hope that I casted upon my life. 

I didn't realize how alone I really was till I started drowning and nobody saw.


This book is  for mature audiences. 





Based on a true story with real life events.









Please sit back and read The Drowning Lies of A Bulimic.All Rights Reserved

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