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Psychedelic Mess
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Ongoing, First published Jun 27, 2014
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some people like to imagine things of sweet and innocent kinds. some of us can't help but drown our selves in the very thought of when and how we will be forced into our death sentence....
*warning... triggering, possible spoilers if you're clever, and first fanfic. no h8*
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