Undercover Blue Riot

Growing up with the sea in hot February, the Australian Ocean had been the love of Cyril's life. His surfing career was at its peak at twenty, winning him the trophy of his life in March, but March also got him a huge heartache. He got ghosted by his online girlfriend, and in a vain attempt to get over her, he ends up meeting her in real life, except that she looks so different that he does not recognise her and she falls in love with his eyes. But those eyes have held secrets for centuries, secrets that do not escape his mother and his dead twin who resides inside his body.

His body's second puberty leads this twenty-year-old man into a fearless exploration of his sexuality against his conservative father, breaking things, fixing people,

"You've always insulted me. Yet you have the audacity to come up to me to say that you want me? You must think I'm either too desperate or a little too insane,"

It is insanity, tears and goblets of masculine shameful violence. He's on training wheels, running into the ocean to free himself from the filthy life, haunting him, wanting him feminine. A boy who made the world fall for his heterochromatic eyes, had them ocean blue, had the algae hues,

But in the end,
He lost them too.

"Look what you've done, you've dirtied me!"

Undercover Blue Riot © 2022
Ryu Sakurada