basically just my thoughts/experiences, i hope you guys find solace in this. there's a lot of triggering things integrated in this, read at your own risk. inbox always open. this is what i went through. i know other people have and i know how hard it is to get over it. i still haven't, and that's ok. it isn't your fault. the world is just too cruel, especially for people with good hearts. we were all naive at one point, and we was taken advantage of. it's ok to talk about it, no matter how hard it is. there's always someone there. you might not know me, but as i've said before, my inbox is open. i will listen and understand. thank you for taking the time to read this. it wasn't easy for me to write, but bottling it up isn't going to help. -tommie.