From high school football captain to husband?! From dorky nerd no one paid any attention to wife? My parents loved him like he was their own but if only they knew him like I do. That's the only reason I married him...my parents approval. Don't get me wrong, we....I loved him at one point. I still search for the boy I fell in love with but what will it take for me to finally realize he is no longer existing? We have been married a whole year already! They say the first year is the hardest but we made it so smooth sailing from here!...Right? If you want to find out what happens, continue reading :) Trigger Warning: This book will contain physical, verbal, and emotional abuse.