Memoir

I'm just writing down stuff that makes me laugh and cry when I think of you. I miss you so much and I don't even know if you know.
There is suicide in here. Please don't make yourself suffer through this if you are not able to at the moment. This is purely for me to have a memoir of his good time and bad times that made us connect like we did. If this could help somebody then I really hope it does. If you are suffering through tough times then please connect with someone or something because I promise you that there is someone who cares.