My So Called Teenage Angst
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So I'm not really good with this whole journal thing, or acting like a girl in general, but I'm trying my best. My name is Autumn Blackburn and since you decided to go snooping around in my life I guess you're going to have to put up with my fangirlling and trying not to forget important details that make my life just about as miserable as any other teenage girl in America. I just hope I'm not too weird for you. xx
*The photo for this cover is copyrighted to Alexis Ziemski Photography from one of my modelling sessions.*
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