filled with regret

there is this girl I know that I have had a huge crush on for years. the only time we really had a good conversation was once over text. we talked and talked and had a great time, I think I may even have brought her to tears (in a good way) when she asked me honestly what I thought of her. but at the end I asked her what she thought of us getting together and she turned me down. we are still friend, and I still have a crush on her. who knows, maybe she will see this!