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In the Basement, In the Sky

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Time 5h 56m

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Jen is trying his best, okay? His best is just... never good enough. His boyfriend thinks he's cheating, his ex-girlfriend wants him back more than anything, and they're all terrible at laying down boundaries, so all that results in is a world of heartache and hurt for everyone. He suffers from depression and ADHD that he medicates with street drugs, which only makes everything worse, and with every step up the ladder he has to climb to get to the top, he slides back ten more rungs.

But at least once you hit rock bottom you don't have anywhere to go but up.

Warnings: Mental illness (depression and adhd), drug use/addiction/abuse/overdose, suicide attempt, hospital (ER), narcotics anonymous

A Sheraton Academy AU.All Rights Reserved

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Victim by arturiaroman

Jackson has been an addict for the past four years. When his boyfriend can no longer deal with his addiction, Jackson has no choice but to go to rehab. What he learns there changes his life, and he hopes that he can repair his relationship. But can you fix something that's been broken beyond repair?

{ #3 } Twisted Moon (MxM || 18+) by Snape75

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The Clusters of Thoughts (Poetry) by Iamjustasapien

❝ Giggles erupted past my mouth, Lies slithered past your tongue. Our relationship soon headed south Then the truth sung.❞ •┈••✦ 🖤 ✦••┈••┈••✦ 🖤 ✦••┈••┈••✦ 🖤 ✦••┈••┈••✦ 🖤 ✦••┈••┈••✦ 🖤 ✦•••┈••✦ 🖤 These poems capture raw human emotions in many different scenarios. Love, heartbreak, loneliness, and more are expressed in these poems. It is time to unwind and unravel, to marvel at the mystical world of poetry. The gates to a different realm awaits! Ballerinos, ex-lovers, and many more are awaiting to tell us their tale, come along! The tales told, can tell you the harsh reality or amuse you to no end, the choice yours to make, without any mistake. Make yourself comfy, because this is a unpredictable ride, written by a VERY unpredictable poet. ✧༺♥༻∞ #1 in poetry (2/6/2024) #1 in motivational (9/6/2024) #1 in random poems (9/6/2024) #1 in substance usage (9/6/2024) ✧༺♥༻∞ " The poems are literally too good. The writer really composed it so brilliantly, you can check out the rhyming words which fitted so perfectly with every line she wrote. It's like she poured her heart out while writing the poems...." said by @/ Mish_74100 "Any reader is able to enjoy throughout the book considering the easy and connecting language used. The vivid descriptions add to the feelings for any readers to indulge at ease!" said by @/nkvenus7878 (The above statements are taken from reviewers and judges from different communities, about my book.) Note: I have written the poems in this book. Do NOT copy or transalate my work(s) in any way or form. Aditionally, there are mentions of blood, substance usage and death in this book. If you are triggered by such topics please leave. (The amazing headers are made by @HJ_Fic

Because, I'm The Good Girl. by AmINormalYet

A little black book. The thing that started making my life fall apart. A little black book with pretty designs. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The way they walk, the way they talk, they way they act. How can you be so bad but look so...good, and I was stupid enough to fall for one. Jaquline was a simple girl. Nothing extraordinary about her. She went to school, come home and that was it. Simple. She never got in trouble, never went out even though she was considered a popular, but that was just because of her best friend. But, when you are always considered one of the good kids, its not that hard to fall off the track, it's actually quite simple. Just start being friends with the worse people in school. Jaquline was a simple girl, her life was simple. She was the good girl. Will she always be? ***Started Sept. 29th 2016 ***Ended Sept. 18th 2018

Borders & Rules by Jesperialki

Where does rape begin? What makes people kill themselves? How does anyone even kiss and why do people always think the best thing in a relationship is sex not love? Felix is young, he still doesn't have an answer to all the questions. Instead, Blair seems to have an answer for everything. Slowly, something develops out of their relationship that shouldn't be, while Blair is doing his best to prevent this - Felix is way too young for him. 𝗧𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗿 𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴! Please don't read if you're sensible to topics like self-harm, bullying, suicide or rape!

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White Rabbit by In-Decent-Pause

Diana is falling apart at the seams. After she graduates high school, her parents kick her off their insurance and, no longer able to afford her medication for her bipolar disorder, turns to street drugs as a relief. Nobody in her life is in a rush to get her out of it. Then she overdoses. She ends up in a hospital, because she's terrified if she doesn't, she'll go to jail. While she's there, Diana meets a number of women who have all been abandoned to the system like her, and people she would normally hate become close, if temporary, friends. With their help, recovery doesn't seem so far away, after all. I don't know what's wrong with wattpad, tags are broken and I can't add any more than I already have, so here are some content warnings: attempted suicide, drug overdose (heroin), drug use, self harm (cutting), eating disorder mention (bulimia), implied past sexual assault, victim blaming, psychosis, hallucinations, ocd, bipolar disorder, forced medication, psychiatric hospital

In the Lion's Teeth: Second Edition by In-Decent-Pause

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Catastrophically Carla (Lesbian Story) by xpaaulettex

Ages 14+ (lesbian concepts and some profanity) This is not your everyday love story, okay? It's not a chick flick either. The events and themes within my pages have meaning, depth, truth-and most of all, reality. You are about to be taken on an adventure about a girl who's life is not like everybody else's. I look like a normal teen girl, I mean, I have hair and two eyes and two hands and feet like everybody else, but I couldn't feel more different. I have two moms, yes. Let's just get that out there before you start reading and close my diary like everyone in my life has shut me out of theirs. All I want is a normal life with normal friends who don't judge me because of my home situation. I don't even remember the last time I went on a sleepover or called somebody my age. I don't mean to be a downer, because it does get better. Life gets better. Struggles are only temporary, I know that now. And by my last words reach your eyes, I've come a long way, and have grown to see potential in myself. I'm sharing this with you because I want to make a difference. I know now that I'm not the only one in the world that feels alone. I've been there, done that, and there's more loneliness to come, but for now, I feel more prepared for it. I know how it feels to sit by yourself at lunch every day and how it feels to watch others go to prom with dates and feel like shit because you don't think you'd even have any friends to go with. Please ready my diary. I am much older now, and much more wiser, and I can't wait for you to realize the potential in yourself, too.

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Victim

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