Watch your mouth
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I tried to make myself prettier for him.
More lady like for him.
Smile more for him.
I didn't even have him.
He didn't even want me.
But here I am killing myself because he no longer chases me.
I love him , but I hate myself .
I love him , but i hate myself.
I hate him. Can I love myself .
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