From Your Sunflower

From Your Sunflower

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_X_X_X_ Always too fat. Too nice. Too ugly. Too positive. Too nerdy... These were the words which haunted Elliana every day of her life. They strangled her to the very core until she couldn't breathe, and until she was breathless with trying to drown them out, but failing to. That was all Elliana knew. But, that doesn't mean that she didn't want to--didn't want to breathe, I mean. She wanted to breathe; she wanted to eat without worrying constantly, about her number of calorie intakes; she wanted to stop staring herself down, or her reflection at least, any time she looked into a mirror; she wanted to stop obsessing over why she, according to her, of all people was so cursed with being ugly. She wanted to do so many things she thought she couldn't. But, most of all? She wanted to be pretty. She wanted to bloom into the prettiest flower she could be. And, for her petals to be perfectly flawless hair, sleek and smooth, rather than the messy, curly nest she believed she was burdened with. And yet... That was before Elliana did something she thought never could have. Because, well, that was before she came to know him. That was way before she wanted to change her life, to let go of her insecurities, to be pretty in her own way rather than through any other meamns... That was before she learnt, what true friends are, what they aren't... You see, that was before she became her own 'sunflower', as well as every one else's. _X_X_X_ A/N: Please don't forget to vote, comment, and share! :) <3 X_X_X
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TW: this book may contain mentions of violence and of suicide. DISCLAIMER #1: I wrote this story when I was a teen and while some mental disorders are the focal point, they may not be accurate representations as I was far from being a psychologist. There are several things Lynn doesn't quite get about the world she lives in, which makes it harder for her to figure herself out. She is not your average teenager. She's young, intelligent, though something about her is off by now. Everyone is quick to misjudge and point fingers, everything and everyone is so corrupted that she's afraid she'll lose herself among a bunch of wandering, empty souls. Therapy can only help so much, depression is hard to die, and in Lynn's case it's caused solely by the fact she doesn't 'fit in'. She can't really find her place in the world. But there's something really special about her; Her dreams are haunted by a wonderful, mystical place. No one understands her, they think she's off her rocker, that she needs to cut her childish daydreams. But Lynn knows deep in her heart that place really exists, and she'll do anything to find it, with the help of some new found friends. There's only one thing she must do: Keep an open mind, it brings open hearts and open eyes. -- DISCLAIMER #2 This fanfiction is inspired to Mind Over Matter by Pvris and their lyrics in general. All you read here is fiction. every reference to real events or people is purely coincidental. I do not own the songs featured in the book. Credit to Pvris for the titles of the chapters. 2015 © Run-Dont-Walk

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