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𝑰𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒄𝒆, 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐? 𝑱𝒐𝒆, 𝒂𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒐𝒓, 𝒂 𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒇𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒓, 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒐𝒖𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆, 𝒄𝒓𝒂𝒛𝒚 𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅𝒘𝒊𝒅𝒆, 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏. 𝑾𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝑱𝒐𝒆 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒇𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕?

ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴ ᴏʟᴅ ᴡᴏʀᴋᴇʀ ᴀᴛ ᴘʟᴀʏᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴄᴏ, ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀsᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴡᴏʀᴋɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛᴏʏs ᴡᴀs ᴀ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴘᴀss. ᴀs ᴛʜᴇʏ sʜᴜᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴜɴᴋɴᴏᴡɴ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴs, ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ ᴀ ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴀᴄᴛᴏʀʏ 𝟷𝟶 ʏᴇᴀʀs ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴡʜʏ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ ᴀ ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ 𝟷𝟶 ʏᴇᴀʀs ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇʏ sʜᴜᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ, ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴀ ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴇɴᴛ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ɪᴛ sʜᴜᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ʙᴜᴛ ᴡᴀs ʀᴇʟᴇᴀsᴇᴅ ʏᴇᴀʀs ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ? ᴏʀ ᴡᴀs ɪᴛ ᴀ ᴄʀʏ ғᴏʀ ʜᴇʟᴘ? ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ɪs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀʙᴀɴᴅᴏɴᴇᴅ ғᴀᴄᴛᴏʀʏ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ 𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝟚𝟝 𝕪𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕠𝕝𝕕 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤, 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜 𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪 𝕒𝕥 𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝟙𝟞 𝕪𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕠𝕗 𝕒𝕘𝕖. 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕪 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕘𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥 𝕒𝕥 𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕙𝕒𝕕 𝕖𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕒 𝕙𝕦𝕘𝕖 𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕤𝕖, 𝕒𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕛𝕠𝕓 𝕘𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕪 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕙𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕡𝕒𝕪 ʜᴀᴠᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜɪᴍ ʜᴏʀɴʏ's :) 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑫: 𝑵𝒐𝒗 𝟏𝟗 𝑬𝑵𝑫𝑬𝑫: ???

𝐕𝐨𝐥𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧 𝟔-𝟖 ❝𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓬𝓸...❞ 𝘬𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘬𝘰𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦. 𝐤𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐤𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐱 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞! 𝐨𝐜

// s o n d e r \\ - "the realisation that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own" Life can be dark, cold and lonely. Feeling betrayed, misunderstood, chewed up and spat out by the world, its when I get sonder, that I realise I might not be as alone as I thought. This is my autobiography, in a series of harsh and delicate words, painted as a story. Includes drugs, sex, alcoholism, depression, anxiety, self harm, suicidal tendencies, assault and other hard topics, so read at your own discretion. THIS IS THE TRIGGER WARNING. I wrote it, with the intention that, if there are people in the world who feel alone and misunderstood just like me, and can benefit in any way by relating to my stories in my poems, then I have done at least one thing right. Highest rankings: #1 in poetry 07/05/2021 #1 in poetry 26/11/2021 #1 in slampoetry 07/05/2021 #1 in sonder 08/05/2021 #1 in sonder 06/12/2021 #2 in slampoetry 25/11/2021 #2 in slampoetry 01/12/2021 #2 in slampoetry 06/12/2021 #2 in sonder 27/11/2021 #2 in sonder 01/12/2021 #3 in slampoetry 06/07/2021 #3 in sonder 30/09/2021 #3 in sonder 25/11/2021 #3 in sonder 11/12/2021 #4 in slampoetry 24/11/2021 #4 in slampoetry 03/01/2022 #5 in melancholy #6 in sadness #11 in poetry #11 in alcoholism #21 in smoking

@fatherkels commented on your picture start: 6 sept 2017 end: 13 jan 2018

No Life rewrite, I am the original writer of it on a different account :) if you want the description until I can rewrite the description again but better then go to the previous one whixh is under my old account @bymyself13 (can you do @'s in descriptions? no clue) Achievements: #10 in nolife 9/15/24 #6 in no life 10/26/24 #3 in nolife 10/31/24

{I lost him a while back, but I didn't realise until it was too late. Until he was gone for good.} TW for depression, suicide, and lots of existentialism.

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