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Insane- A villain that can change (villain Deku/Dadzawa [BNHA]

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(I do not own the cover picture or MHA/BNHA or most the characters in this story, I just own the plot and writing) 
(This story includes triggers, self harm, suicide and symptoms of psychosis) 

After my idol shut down the only thing I've lived for, I didn't see much of a point in living anymore. I wondered, why a quirkless bastard like me made it this far. 
But while I watched the blood trickle down my wrist, I thought, it isn't my fault I was born quirkless. Why should I be the one to suffer? 
And I decided, if I can't be a hero, I'll be a villain. I'll be a villain that can defeat people with a powerless fist. I'll defeat the people who doubted me.


A story full of all his ups and downs, the hero he meets that changes his perspective on perusing the role of a villain, and helps him get through his mental illness.All Rights Reserved

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Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi

Abracadabra screw you! by Chimera_Regarion

Quirkless is a condition that is worse then hell. Izuku knew that one better than anyone else. Not only did he get a reality check about his dream but he also got a live long lesson from... well life. If it was going acording to Izuku then life could screw him over and go fuck itself in hell. He had enough of it already! After realizing what Bakugo did wrong all his life, he was constantly reminded about his old childhoos friend who just basically vanished from his life. He regretted what he did while going to UA day for day missing his one and only friend who would have deserved the role of a hero. Now all the Dandelion can do is try pursure his friend to get him back on the right track and become the hero he always wanted to be. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Eye Spy by CloudyXAutumn

"I despise of many things but...I despise you the most, All Might" After a life changing incident that leaves his image of hero society askew, he takes matters into his own hands. Even with a quirk that isn't all too powerful in it of itself, he still makes heroes struggle to figure out just who he is. He somehow always knows their next move, but why is that the case? Was it his quirk or just his sheer intelligence...? He became the heroes' biggest problem, yet remained unknown. Just who was he...? No one would ever believe it was a mere 15 year old. Or a highschooler that had been attending the most prestigious highschool in all of Japan... So what did they do when it happened to be the case? Villain deku Au Disclaimer. I own nothing but the idea and do not condone any of the character's actions. The actions done in this book are not to be replicated. Also TW⚠️ this book contains graphic content including but not limited to torture scenes

One by One (villain Izuku) (UA Civil war game) by Chimera_Regarion

If it wouldn't be for my undercover identity I would have given it all up. nothing ever changed and I am about to lose it. it is hard keeping up the act and dumbly smiling at everyone. I am not who I claim to be and now it is finally time to give it all up! Let's play a game of civil war in which no hero in training survives! After all I don't need to play a good boy anymore! A villain by heart and the number 2 most deadliest and wanted villain that was my true identity after all. now let's drop the act and get down to business! A class doesn't kill itself from alone! A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Villain's Origins || A Twist in Time [Boku no Hero Academia Villain Au Book 1] by bblehh1202

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But I Couldn't |BNHA/MHA|BakuDeku|Villain(?)/Mute AU| (Book 2) by ItsShoyoYo

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