folie à deux//lucas hemmings (au)

See well the thing is Luke, is that I always thought that someday we would just drift away from each other or something. Because you might see how not normal I am. And how not pretty and not outgoing I am. But every time I would talk to you, it was like you were so interested in me for some reason. And I always tried to ignore the little voice inside of me telling me that you don't like me, and the other one telling me to hurt myself. I just grabbed onto your interest in me and I hoped it would always stay. I hoped that your caterpillar lips would want to keep talking to me. And your half grin would never leave your face because you were so deserving of it. And that your glacier eyes would always stare into mine. And that your hands would always hold mine like they were breakable. Even though I felt the same about yours.

(l.h. au)